

manicHeart pumping. Adrenalin starts kicking in. manic on its way.manic
Mind starts flashing. Images run through. Mind a rush. Thoughts race.
Sit back. No way back. Life becomes a blur. The dog floats. And the world runs by.
Manic a life of its own.


am i freeWhat is this I'm doing? What is this I'm feeling? Why do I do what I do? Why do I keep going?am i free
Have I found a reason so too? Is there something new? Why can I hold my head up high? Why the most craziest time?
I now search. I now live. I now breath every breth.
Can it be? Am I happy? Is that why? Do I now really see? Really feel?
Crazy I feel. But sane I can be. Live I am. Happy I am.
Am I free?


keep going?I'm at a loss here. '07 thee year and it has been. But now what? I did it all I grow I learned. I made something for myself even something of myself. But I lost most of it. Through what I do not know. For months now all I can see is what I built. And then it crumble before me. I even learned to feel and it was the first time I really ever felt. I fucking was able to cry in pain and in happiness. I knew happiness like I never knew was possible. Loved people like family and finally knew that someone could care about me. But then again I learned the pain you can feel for others. And that pain is part of &nbskeep going?


whats wrongWhere am I going. I'm lost wandering aimlessly. Loss of control at every turn it seems these days. I confess I have never been one that could be called of the common. But blood hell, what has happened to me. To give a bit of what I am talking about I'll tell you this. Tonight I was in walmart looking around last minute shopping. And getting treated rudely by customers and employees, but i didn't care (at least I thought). I stopped and stood still for a minute and had a feeling or anger to all around me. But at every sound it got worse more intense. I started to picturing grabbing the cans next to me and smashing in the freezer windows. Thiswhats wrong
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really nice gallery hope to see more! <33
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The secret of surviving any crisis is never losing one´s head
~ Marie Antoinette on solving troubles
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Then the actress too good for the play,
Spoke the line she'd been dying to say,
"Use your head, seek what's not too far away."
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I'm an eater with a running disorder.
-Moki
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*dapride
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I'm an eater with a running disorder.
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Then the actress too good for the play,
Spoke the line she'd been dying to say,
"Use your head, seek what's not too far away."
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I'm the girl and the ghost.
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I'm an eater with a running disorder.
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Then the actress too good for the play,
Spoke the line she'd been dying to say,
"Use your head, seek what's not too far away."
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The secret of surviving any crisis is never losing one´s head
~ Marie Antoinette on solving troubles
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I'm an eater with a running disorder.
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